Remember that no matter how many times you fall, you can always ALWAYS try again tomorrow.
God has his perfect timing for each one of us. Trust that He has your best interests at heart. He only asks that we befaithful and live our lives with kindness, humility, and love for all our brothers and sisters, including our Selves.
Life is not always easy but it’s meant to teach us lessons that will make us stronger. Keep on praying and ask for the help you need in order to move forward, and once you’ve pushed your way out from the darkness, you’ll realize that God never once abandoned you to fend for yourself.
God bless you always!