I may not fully understand what are the challenges you are facing right now but I know this, Heavenly Father knows them perfectly. He knows your silent pleadings, your joy, your tears, your fears, and the deepest desires of your heart. If you don’t know what to do anymore, don’t forget to kneel and pray. Talk to Him and tell Him everything. He’s always there willing to listen. He knows your needs before you ask Him. He is, however willing to help you every step of the way. Believe that God will answer your prayers in His own way and time. The promise is sure. We can become the instruments to bring souls unto repentance and this is our joy! I testify that as the Lord liveth, He will always provide away.